mood: determined
music: Skylark (instrumental)

My status at YM is currently: " i was at the verge in forgetting you once REALLY! but opted not to... but ahh~ now i think i finally CAN!!! dang it. just wait & you'll see >:) "

I'm all fed up and that's it! Nothing really serious... but I'm tiredly sick of assuming things on my own and thinking there might be something else or maybe, its just that. I am simply sick of thinking "what's what?!" time and again! X_x"

I know girls think to much when 'this' time of their lives appear but in my case, actually the other person doesn't know about it. For me its a good thing but the thing is, I'm sick of thinking about matters too much and not knowing what his true intentions are! Its really tiring you know... and I know it caused me to burn about 50,000 + ATP per min or hour.

Hah... but nonetheless I am now perfectly ready to eradicate him from mind and if possible including in my heart.

It was really nice meeting him on my very 1st day journey to college life. He gave me all those sweet smiles (i haven't seen before) and stories about him even his close girl friends doesn't know about. He was the 2nd person who made my heart raced after a long long time of contempment from my '1st love(?)'. It was a huge shock to my heartstrings knowing he felt the same way as I did to him before [he didn't tell me face to face but he mentioned it to his friends]. I thank him for giving me all those precious times and company but I guess its all up to that and nothing more than that. So! its time for me to say GOODBYE~

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mood: contemplative
music: Nodame Rhapsody @ Nodame Cantabile playlist
- which i really really really love!


Today is my 3rd day in class as a 2nd year nursing student. I noticed a change in the way how I approach things at school and I thought, "Ah! maybe because of the animes I've watched recently." No kidding! This might sound weird but it might be the reason because I usually and unconsciously adopt to the personalities and sometimes mannerism of some characters in the show that gave a big impact of me.

As far as could remember, I was like that ever since I was in grade 6 and now I also want to take my course seriously just like Chiaki in NC. I'm currently waiting & downloading Nodame Canabile episode 23 [Final] and I was so into musical type of shows lately. I watched and often check for episode updates of K-ON!

These animes gave me all the freaking goosebumps! I just love K-ON's performance during their welcoming to the new freshmen on episode 8 where Yui's intro in guitar made my heart raced. Also numerous episodes from Nodame Cantabile... but the best so far was its episode 18! (I watched it twice) ^.^v

Honestly! I even screamed SO hard and covered myself with the pillow after watching one of NC's episode. I think that particular epi. was able to reach my soul that I was able to scream so much. lol.



And then again these animes unravel my passion... FRUSTRATION in music and in playing my most wanted instruments T^T. - We don't have classes tomorrow hoho~ kudos to Naga's Charter Day Anniversary! --- 2 Comment(s)

mood: pensive
music: Trading Yesterday playlist

I was initially an Allen x Lenalee fan but after watching D. gray-man's episode 43-44, my preference stirred up to Lavi x Lenalee.

I saw how Lavi took really good care of Lenalee who was intensely pierced by an akuma and got very sick afterwards. Lavi won't just leave her be even how many times lenalee plead to leave her and save his own life instead.

Highlighted dialouges on episode 44:

• Lenalee: I've made nothing but trouble for you, Lavi. I'm so sorry.
• Lavi: It's fine. You should worry about yourself for now.
• Lenalee: Please... *Lenalee holds Lavi's hand* If I slow your down any furthur, leave me and go.
• Lavi: *holds lenalee's hand back* I'm taking you to Gramps. I'll get you there no matter what!
• ------
• Lenalee: Lavi... Get out of here while you still can. Please I don't want you to die for me.
• Lavi: Lenalee... *carries Lenalee & continues to fight*
  
• ------
• Lenalee: Lavi. Thank you for protecting me to the very end.
• Lavi: *waves ahead & closes the door*
• Gramps: He thinks he's so cool.
• Lenalee: Its all right, he's just being shy. *smiles*

Now I understand we have different points of view on this pair and here are a few:

QUOTE (angez @Apr 29 2007)
Hm... I don't think He thinks of her as his younger sister... more like just a nakama. And because she is a girl he probably just feel that he needs to protect her.
saa-chan, worrying about someone doesn't always necessarily mean 'Love'. Yup3...

QUOTE (angez @ May 3 2007)
Lavi-->Linalee
Linalee-->Allen
Allen... oblivious of the whole situation cause he's too young to understand all this stuff.

That is totally how it seems. I think that Lavi totally like Linalee.

QUOTE (trinity88 @ May 3 2007)
EVIDENCE:
1. When they were on the ship and Lavi goes out to find Linalee.
2. In one of the recent manga chapters Lavi grabs Linalee's hand to tell her not to worry.
3. And then He sees Linalee in his dream and goes to her.

QUOTE (NERDIFIED @ May 4 2007) reply to: trinity88
1. If a close friend of yours was missing, wouldn't you want to find them?
2. Same here. You wouldn't want your own friend to worry.
3. It's only human to run toward things you know. ;P

But you do bring up good points.

But either way we really don't know what Katsura Hoshino's (D. Gray-man's creator) plan on the anime's romance & who ends up with who Dx I also heard there'll be a Sequel or Season 2? Hopefully we can finally now see our D. Gray-man official tandem. <3



And finally a FST dedicated (fan song tribute - if i'm not mistake) to this sweet pair:


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mood: weird
music: listening to my playlist > instrumental

Its been a long long while since I last read a manga and before I new it, I was already sitting in front of the computer reading manga all day (since Saturday) lol. And there were these manga which made we laugh so damn hard, some made me quite teary and others in rage - yes, I was that emotional.

• So lemme share to you a few manga(s) I've been through these days:

AKAGAMI NO SHIRAYUKIHIME - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Adventure, Fantasy, Romance, Shoujo
- I had an icon/ avatar that looks exactly like the cover and it so happen when I was browsing Chocobaby's blog, she was featuring the manga. You just gotta love the
character's clothes! Especially Zen's <33

SUKITTE II NA YO - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Romance, School Life, Shoujo
- you might find the graphics a little odd but hey the storyline's GOOD! The plot kinda gives you a new scent of shoujo setting because of the female protagonist personality. I myself find this manga appealing.


SPROUT - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo, Slice Of Life
- this time I found the manga at Kibumei's manga review. I even mistook some of its images to Bokura ga Ita since the characters somewhat looks alike. I LOVE the flow of the story~ though it maybe heavy. I also find manga's female protagonist, admirable because of her strong personality.

SENPAI TO KANOJO - Completed
Genre(s): Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo
- alot of readers find this manga as a "tear jerker" (will make you cry alot O_O) and the manga's plot is also closely similar to Bokura ga Ita. I wonder why I didn't cry on this manga... just felt a little pain but might be because I already used up my tears on the other twin.

KYOU, KOI WO HAJIMEMASU - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo, Smut
- you'll be shocked on the first part what the female protagonist did to the "genius" and "honor" student of their batch. But I deeply admire the determination of the manga's herione to be a virgin till the very day of her wedding. She calls it the "virgin walk" Lets see how far her determination can take her =]

OTONA PINK - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo
- now the protagonist is your typical shoujo heroine. A love story that'll make you choose between a cute yet very sweet high school guy & a hot sensei which is currently living under the same roof with the protagonist. I personally prefer Chiho over sensei T^T

PUZZLE+ - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Action, Shounen, Supernatural
- i'm actually reading a shounen manga -.-' Still going through this manga and I think I'll finish it today. The graphics look good but the story's a little complicated and is really mysterious in a unique way. You can't help but to ask, "Why? What's with the box?"

• Also some minor features: KAWAIITTE ITTEYO,HIDARITE NO LOVE LETTER, TONARI NO ATASHI, HANBUN WA AI DE DEKITEMASU

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mood: content
music: If I could Change the World by CHEMISTRY (recommended)

For 3 whole weeks we had non-stop dance practice for our thanksgiving/ farewell party for our dear Antioch (Christian Community) spiritual director, fr. Rex P. I attended practices right after our daily summer and skipped 4 days of practice due to our final exams.

The practice usually end between 8 or 9 in the evening but despite the late dismissal i usually practice at home, parts i don't get during the practice. I hate practicing/ dancing steps on the spot i think i'm not good at like swayings and such so i usually check myself at home lol.

Nonetheless it was my immense pleasure going home all sweaty and after a day, having muscle pains. @_@" I miss having the opportunity of dancing to my hearts content and getting all worked up again -- REALLY! & for me it was a big opening to once again practice the forgotten talent(?) ^^;

Wish I could upload some of our taken videos but nah... its something not worth seeing if ever i were in the scene xD I want to express my deepest gratitude to Ate Yani & Igie Boy plus Kuya Ken for bearing with me and my dance step slowpoke coping mind. Thank you guys for your patience!!!

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mood: aggravated & exhausted
music: Real Identity ~ Kaleido Star by Sugar

Yes! I'm craving for a week long BREAK! (gah so demanding of me x.x) But really i think i need a long moment of rest though i'm not deserving.

Oh but the good thing is a our summer class finally came to an end (we had our last 2 final exams this morning). The sad news, enrollment will be on Monday - are they abusing us students that much? and not to mention, only 2 weeks of vacation.

Seems that i only complain about things... sorry -.- but uhm. This might be my only outlet of annoyance but be rest assured that my soon to come posts will be something non-nagging xD i guess... I visited a few sites that i'm deeply willing to give a comment/ reply but i'm afraid not to reply back on them on time. <-- yeah~ thats my very usual SICKNESS.

Though were already in vacation things keep on going:

• Tomorrow: Church reading @ 9 (cancelled my participation in our Medical Mission due to this commitment) , finish take home exam in physics. (its a take HOME~ yes!) prayer meeting @ 4pm
  
• Monday: General practice for our farewell party to father Rex (wholeday), go to school & submit the paper. Inquire if i had pass my subjects for this summer.
• Tuesday: Farewell party @ 8pm
  

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mood: determined
music: Skylark (instrumental)

My status at YM is currently: " i was at the verge in forgetting you once REALLY! but opted not to... but ahh~ now i think i finally CAN!!! dang it. just wait & you'll see >:) "

I'm all fed up and that's it! Nothing really serious... but I'm tiredly sick of assuming things on my own and thinking there might be something else or maybe, its just that. I am simply sick of thinking "what's what?!" time and again! X_x"

I know girls think to much when 'this' time of their lives appear but in my case, actually the other person doesn't know about it. For me its a good thing but the thing is, I'm sick of thinking about matters too much and not knowing what his true intentions are! Its really tiring you know... and I know it caused me to burn about 50,000 + ATP per min or hour.

Hah... but nonetheless I am now perfectly ready to eradicate him from mind and if possible including in my heart.

It was really nice meeting him on my very 1st day journey to college life. He gave me all those sweet smiles (i haven't seen before) and stories about him even his close girl friends doesn't know about. He was the 2nd person who made my heart raced after a long long time of contempment from my '1st love(?)'. It was a huge shock to my heartstrings knowing he felt the same way as I did to him before [he didn't tell me face to face but he mentioned it to his friends]. I thank him for giving me all those precious times and company but I guess its all up to that and nothing more than that. So! its time for me to say GOODBYE~

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mood: contemplative
music: Nodame Rhapsody @ Nodame Cantabile playlist
- which i really really really love!


Today is my 3rd day in class as a 2nd year nursing student. I noticed a change in the way how I approach things at school and I thought, "Ah! maybe because of the animes I've watched recently." No kidding! This might sound weird but it might be the reason because I usually and unconsciously adopt to the personalities and sometimes mannerism of some characters in the show that gave a big impact of me.

As far as could remember, I was like that ever since I was in grade 6 and now I also want to take my course seriously just like Chiaki in NC. I'm currently waiting & downloading Nodame Canabile episode 23 [Final] and I was so into musical type of shows lately. I watched and often check for episode updates of K-ON!

These animes gave me all the freaking goosebumps! I just love K-ON's performance during their welcoming to the new freshmen on episode 8 where Yui's intro in guitar made my heart raced. Also numerous episodes from Nodame Cantabile... but the best so far was its episode 18! (I watched it twice) ^.^v

Honestly! I even screamed SO hard and covered myself with the pillow after watching one of NC's episode. I think that particular epi. was able to reach my soul that I was able to scream so much. lol.



And then again these animes unravel my passion... FRUSTRATION in music and in playing my most wanted instruments T^T. - We don't have classes tomorrow hoho~ kudos to Naga's Charter Day Anniversary! --- 2 Comment(s)

mood: pensive
music: Trading Yesterday playlist

I was initially an Allen x Lenalee fan but after watching D. gray-man's episode 43-44, my preference stirred up to Lavi x Lenalee.

I saw how Lavi took really good care of Lenalee who was intensely pierced by an akuma and got very sick afterwards. Lavi won't just leave her be even how many times lenalee plead to leave her and save his own life instead.

Highlighted dialouges on episode 44:

• Lenalee: I've made nothing but trouble for you, Lavi. I'm so sorry.
• Lavi: It's fine. You should worry about yourself for now.
• Lenalee: Please... *Lenalee holds Lavi's hand* If I slow your down any furthur, leave me and go.
• Lavi: *holds lenalee's hand back* I'm taking you to Gramps. I'll get you there no matter what!
• ------
• Lenalee: Lavi... Get out of here while you still can. Please I don't want you to die for me.
• Lavi: Lenalee... *carries Lenalee & continues to fight*
  
• ------
• Lenalee: Lavi. Thank you for protecting me to the very end.
• Lavi: *waves ahead & closes the door*
• Gramps: He thinks he's so cool.
• Lenalee: Its all right, he's just being shy. *smiles*

Now I understand we have different points of view on this pair and here are a few:

QUOTE (angez @Apr 29 2007)
Hm... I don't think He thinks of her as his younger sister... more like just a nakama. And because she is a girl he probably just feel that he needs to protect her.
saa-chan, worrying about someone doesn't always necessarily mean 'Love'. Yup3...

QUOTE (angez @ May 3 2007)
Lavi-->Linalee
Linalee-->Allen
Allen... oblivious of the whole situation cause he's too young to understand all this stuff.

That is totally how it seems. I think that Lavi totally like Linalee.

QUOTE (trinity88 @ May 3 2007)
EVIDENCE:
1. When they were on the ship and Lavi goes out to find Linalee.
2. In one of the recent manga chapters Lavi grabs Linalee's hand to tell her not to worry.
3. And then He sees Linalee in his dream and goes to her.

QUOTE (NERDIFIED @ May 4 2007) reply to: trinity88
1. If a close friend of yours was missing, wouldn't you want to find them?
2. Same here. You wouldn't want your own friend to worry.
3. It's only human to run toward things you know. ;P

But you do bring up good points.

But either way we really don't know what Katsura Hoshino's (D. Gray-man's creator) plan on the anime's romance & who ends up with who Dx I also heard there'll be a Sequel or Season 2? Hopefully we can finally now see our D. Gray-man official tandem. <3



And finally a FST dedicated (fan song tribute - if i'm not mistake) to this sweet pair:


--- 1 Comment(s)

mood: weird
music: listening to my playlist > instrumental

Its been a long long while since I last read a manga and before I new it, I was already sitting in front of the computer reading manga all day (since Saturday) lol. And there were these manga which made we laugh so damn hard, some made me quite teary and others in rage - yes, I was that emotional.

• So lemme share to you a few manga(s) I've been through these days:

AKAGAMI NO SHIRAYUKIHIME - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Adventure, Fantasy, Romance, Shoujo
- I had an icon/ avatar that looks exactly like the cover and it so happen when I was browsing Chocobaby's blog, she was featuring the manga. You just gotta love the
character's clothes! Especially Zen's <33

SUKITTE II NA YO - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Romance, School Life, Shoujo
- you might find the graphics a little odd but hey the storyline's GOOD! The plot kinda gives you a new scent of shoujo setting because of the female protagonist personality. I myself find this manga appealing.


SPROUT - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo, Slice Of Life
- this time I found the manga at Kibumei's manga review. I even mistook some of its images to Bokura ga Ita since the characters somewhat looks alike. I LOVE the flow of the story~ though it maybe heavy. I also find manga's female protagonist, admirable because of her strong personality.

SENPAI TO KANOJO - Completed
Genre(s): Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo
- alot of readers find this manga as a "tear jerker" (will make you cry alot O_O) and the manga's plot is also closely similar to Bokura ga Ita. I wonder why I didn't cry on this manga... just felt a little pain but might be because I already used up my tears on the other twin.

KYOU, KOI WO HAJIMEMASU - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo, Smut
- you'll be shocked on the first part what the female protagonist did to the "genius" and "honor" student of their batch. But I deeply admire the determination of the manga's herione to be a virgin till the very day of her wedding. She calls it the "virgin walk" Lets see how far her determination can take her =]

OTONA PINK - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Comedy, Drama, Romance, School Life, Shoujo
- now the protagonist is your typical shoujo heroine. A love story that'll make you choose between a cute yet very sweet high school guy & a hot sensei which is currently living under the same roof with the protagonist. I personally prefer Chiho over sensei T^T

PUZZLE+ - On Going chapters
Genre(s): Action, Shounen, Supernatural
- i'm actually reading a shounen manga -.-' Still going through this manga and I think I'll finish it today. The graphics look good but the story's a little complicated and is really mysterious in a unique way. You can't help but to ask, "Why? What's with the box?"

• Also some minor features: KAWAIITTE ITTEYO,HIDARITE NO LOVE LETTER, TONARI NO ATASHI, HANBUN WA AI DE DEKITEMASU

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mood: content
music: If I could Change the World by CHEMISTRY (recommended)

For 3 whole weeks we had non-stop dance practice for our thanksgiving/ farewell party for our dear Antioch (Christian Community) spiritual director, fr. Rex P. I attended practices right after our daily summer and skipped 4 days of practice due to our final exams.

The practice usually end between 8 or 9 in the evening but despite the late dismissal i usually practice at home, parts i don't get during the practice. I hate practicing/ dancing steps on the spot i think i'm not good at like swayings and such so i usually check myself at home lol.

Nonetheless it was my immense pleasure going home all sweaty and after a day, having muscle pains. @_@" I miss having the opportunity of dancing to my hearts content and getting all worked up again -- REALLY! & for me it was a big opening to once again practice the forgotten talent(?) ^^;

Wish I could upload some of our taken videos but nah... its something not worth seeing if ever i were in the scene xD I want to express my deepest gratitude to Ate Yani & Igie Boy plus Kuya Ken for bearing with me and my dance step slowpoke coping mind. Thank you guys for your patience!!!

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mood: aggravated & exhausted
music: Real Identity ~ Kaleido Star by Sugar

Yes! I'm craving for a week long BREAK! (gah so demanding of me x.x) But really i think i need a long moment of rest though i'm not deserving.

Oh but the good thing is a our summer class finally came to an end (we had our last 2 final exams this morning). The sad news, enrollment will be on Monday - are they abusing us students that much? and not to mention, only 2 weeks of vacation.

Seems that i only complain about things... sorry -.- but uhm. This might be my only outlet of annoyance but be rest assured that my soon to come posts will be something non-nagging xD i guess... I visited a few sites that i'm deeply willing to give a comment/ reply but i'm afraid not to reply back on them on time. <-- yeah~ thats my very usual SICKNESS.

Though were already in vacation things keep on going:

• Tomorrow: Church reading @ 9 (cancelled my participation in our Medical Mission due to this commitment) , finish take home exam in physics. (its a take HOME~ yes!) prayer meeting @ 4pm
  
• Monday: General practice for our farewell party to father Rex (wholeday), go to school & submit the paper. Inquire if i had pass my subjects for this summer.
• Tuesday: Farewell party @ 8pm
  

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